A friend read my previous post and said it reminded him of Judy Dench's character from "Notes on a Scandal". I am somewhat heartened by this as I am hoping Judy Dench will play me in the biopic based on my life story. She will be 130 but look very sprightly for her age.
Nonetheless writing that post seems to have been therapeutic for me. The questions posed are rhetorical, or at the very least ones that only I can answer.